I need my accolades!!

Adulting is the ghetto!! Can I go back to being a child again? I remember all I had to worry about then was what I will wear from my class party and ensuring my mom brings it for me because I stayed in boarding school. Now I have other things to worry about, like where I’ll see myself in the next 2-5 years. The shock I got when I came to the realization that my future is literally in my hands. That’s why I know I can’t survive in this life without the help of God by this side. He is my rock and my shield. I believe strongly that He is the one that gives me the strength to work and carry on with my daily responsibilities.

At a point, I started to feel like I was a robot because I have a daily routine from Monday-Friday, I tend to forget most things nowadays plus I feel the weekend isn’t enough for me to get back on my feet and start a new week. Well I guess this is how it feels like when you’re a full grown adult. I don’t know if it can get any easier or it gets harder and draining as the weeks and years go by. I can’t even wake up by 10am like I used to do. Now I wake up by 7am even on weekends just because my body is used to it already 😭.